I cant deal with this anymore. I'm so tired. School is making me lose it. I constantly have the thoughts that I must work harder and harder. There is so much homework and so many test/quizzes. I have to ace them. Unfortunately, at this moment I'm seriously starting to doubt I will even get straight B's on these tests. I'm dying. I feel like I cant even sleep right now. There isnt any time. I have a HUGE test for APES, and smaller quizzes for history (my worst subject) and algebra II/ trig. My eyes are stinging, and I already have my alarm set for 4 if I fall asleep. I feel like all this info is flying straight over my head. Sometimes people say it is good to rest, but I dont have time!! I'm freaking out and my mind is not where it should be. I really dont like staying up past 12, but thats just whats going to have to happen tonight. I seriously feel like I have no life. One more day. One more day. It's just school. Spring break is practically here. I just need to get past these next 14 hours. I can do this. Breathe. No matter what, everything will be ok. Just breathe. Let the tears wash away the stress, and then start over again. Whatever happens, it's not the end of the world. Relax. You've got this Melissa.
lovelovelove,
Melissa
you CAN do this. i, me, believe in you MORE than anyone else. you CAN, do it. DON'T put too much pressure on your self to be perfect. NOBODYS perfect, you can only be YOU. YOU can only do what you can HANDLE.
ReplyDeleteBREATHE.
BELIEVE.
STAY CALM.