I usually dont cry, but I have caught myself quite a few times. I have cried while studying and I have cried in the shower. Life is getting harder. And its just going to keep getting harder.
If you know me well, you would knkow that I always try to find the bright side of things. That has included when my great grandparents died, when I flew over my handle bars on my bike and hit my head, and even the stress of sophmore year. I have looked at it in a way that many would call me crazy. Many would say oh well, and others would say give up. But not me.
Sophmore year is pushing me hard. Harder than I have ever worked before. I have noticed, now that I look back, that things were really easy for me up until this point. I got A's on everything. I had nothing to worry about.
Now that Sophmore year has started, I feel like I just walked into a brick wall at 50 miles an hour. Though, through all this pain, stress, and fright, God taught me something. He taught me that life isnt meant to be easy. He puts obstacles in our lives to make us better, and be who we trully are. Thinking about this and actually writing this down puts tears in my eyes. God is powerful, He loves me. He is doing this for me. He is making me better. He is teaching me a lesson. He is making me who I was meant to be.
So to conclude this I just want to post a quote that I thought of when I was down. This quote makes me stronger. I hope it makes you too.
With all my love.
lovelovelove,
Melissa
oh Melissa, You could have told me. I would have comforted you in many ways. I love you are I know that you will be strong & stay strong. You can do this. Just make sure to take time to relax and breathe. I wish I was home so I could run over to your house & hug you until it was all better, I know hugs don't solve it all but, It may help a little. Just knwo That I am here for you, you can call me or text or email me with anything. I want you to know that you have me and your mom & dad to go to for help. When you feel lost or just completely done with it all, we are here for you, NO MATTER WHAT! I love you, melissa! I would do anything & everything for you. <3 It will all be okay, in the end. At the end of the day all that matters it you are you & you are strong & can do what ever you set your mind to. :) xoxo
ReplyDeleteMelissa, Be strong I know you will. Sophomore year will get better trust me! I've been having some hard times this year too. If you ever need anything, please let me know. Even though we don't have classes together I can still help you study! (: I love you Melissa! I really hope that everything in your life gets figured out, and I know that it will! You are a strong girl. I love you <3
ReplyDeleteSophomore year is pretty difficult. But it's not that way forever. It gets easier, and as soon as you know it you'll be breezing through just like Freshmen year. Don't stress, and manage your time. You got this :)
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